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Wednesday, December 27, 2006

ok. im back to bloggin. haha. went out todae wif jia hui and samantha (:
firstly met samantha then we proceed to bedok inter to meet jia hui. haha. then we took a mrt to bugis. the train was full de lo. so many people. then we chatted all the way. then when we reach bugis, we went to wallet shop cus jia hui wanna buy wallet. haha. then after that we went to buy the movie tix. we went to shop a while then we went up. bought pop corn and shared wif jia hui. and we shared drink too =p night at the museum was jus GREAT ~ omg. i can watch it again lo. its jus so nice (: expecially the tiny guy. haha. he's handsome (: haha. reali zhi hui piao jia le. haha. ahhh. omg./ its jus so nice la. haha
then after that we went to took neoprint (: i shall not upload it here ba. haha. then after that we went window shoppin. haha. went into the vcd shop. stayed there for quite a while ba. haha. cus we were listenin to the song (: then after tt went to the shop beside it. didnt notice wat was e name of the shop. then walk and walk and walk and walk. haha. then went sembawang to shop. window shoppin as well. then we went to bugis street. saw benson on the way. haha. there was so many people there. and the road was so small somemore. then hab to sort of squeeze lo. hais. the air also. so unbearable. duno how to describe. haha. then window shoppin there as well. then stayed there for a while then we went to pasir ris white and there. cus samantha wanted to buy book. so we went there. reached there bout 5 plus ba. then went to popular. i saw fahrenheit the newest gai ban de cd (although quite long le), i qi shi le. i bought the cd before the newest then they gai ban and the newest one got so many free de things. oomg. qi shi wo le. hahah.
at tt time i was alr feelin giddy le. lol. cus since mornin eat abit til 5 plus 6 lik tt. haha. faintin*
then after that we decided to proceed home (:
i reali enjoyed my day (: it was jus so fun ! (:
but when i think of the assignment ... SIAN ~!!~!~
hoop nearly complete le. oopg hmm. startin the last part. then e rest haben even touch. DIE LE LA!
i think i shall stop here le ba.
hmmm. mayb tml goin to watch death note 2 wif irene ! (:
hope i will hab the mood to go ba. haha.

tata~
night at the museum ROXs!



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Saturday, December 23, 2006

k. since i got nothin to do. and im super bored now. nowadays keep raining sia. the rain make me so sleepy. lol. k. christmas comin. mayb goin out wif irene and gang (: first time celebrating christmas wif frens. haha. rather excited ba (:
left 1 more week of holiday le. nxt week goin to finish up my report. cus sch reopen mus hand in le. hmm. goin to my cousin de chalet tml. thinkin whether goin or not. lol. but sld b goin.
i wanna watch night at the museum (: mayb nxt week gonna watch. haha.
im so in love wif zhuo wen xuan de ' ai wo hao ma ' its so nice can.
and jus now gina told mi tt mdm nah didnt open her pigeonhole. gina and my research is inside wor. hais. i bet she didnt even there is somethin inside her pigeonhole ba. hais.

jus hope everythin will be fine and everythin run smoothly when sch reopen ba (:

2 more days to christmas (:

lastly. wanna thank irene. thanks for being there to encourage mi ya (:



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Thursday, December 21, 2006

seriously


giving


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holding


on



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wHy ?

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Monday, December 18, 2006

kk. back to bloggin. if not gina everytime say me de. haha.
k. plannin to go out with my sicko grp on thurs. hmm. sld be goin to bugis ba (: plan to watch night at the museum (: ok. my com is damn laggy now. omg.

its goin to be one month after 23/11/06. hmm. we haben spoke more than 10 sentences for the whole month ba.

jus hope everythin will be fine (:

SICKO RULEZ




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Friday, December 15, 2006

okok. im told by gina to blog again. haha. actuali i was lazy to blog de =p
k. hmm. term test is finally over. suddenly at home i duno wat to do. cus usually if got term test, i will be memorisin the work. but term test finish le. suddenly lost ba. haha.
then todae played e com for whole day. headache. lol.
played pangya. managed to level up to beginner E (:
i jus love chocolate. haha. canot survive without chocolate =p
im jus rottin at home. hope can go out wif my sicko grp ba (:


CHOCOLATE IS MINE


DUN EVER SNATCH AWAY FROM ME ~


I LOVE SICKOS




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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

haha. im back. let me start wif hmmm. ystd ba. hmmm. had wds. haha. e paper so sort of manageable la. hahaha. cus almost all e things that i memorise came out (:
then todae ws iiso and dcnk. im so HAPPY with my dcnk =p hahah. i manage to do all except for the back 1 qns. hee. so happpy. then iiso. hmmm. okok lo. haha. anyhow 'pong' one. hahaa. then had lunch wif gina and e rest. eat le then go concourse to study. haha. 4 and a half hour. bored lo. then we talk talk a bit then after tt mi and cl went inside e sort of duno how to say la. small space outside LT ba. then we 2 study inside. got air con. hahah. then after tt cl go find ning le, mi and gina chatted. we went to buy ice cream (: e machine CHEATED my money. LOL. haha. gina sld noe why ba =p then after tt go back, chat again. then e sky like gettin darker and darker. haha. then it rain. everytime around tt time sure rain de. duno y. then a while later i told gina e sky lik gettin clear le. then noe wat she say ? she say bcus she sing -.-'' haha. *puke* LOL
she gonna scold mi when she see this. haha.
everytime after i do finish my paper, i wil definitely see where is gina and what is she doin. and whenever she raise her hand and hand up the paper, i will also follow. hhaha =p

haha. k ba. mi go study hoop le. SIAN ~



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Monday, December 11, 2006

im definitely gonna FLUNK my cmaths. omg. HAIS. e subject that i studies till i wanna die is cmaths le. YYYYYY ~ somemore i didnt even reali touch oopg and i can do the paper. wtf lo. HAISSSSS~~~~ sian diao le la.



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Saturday, December 09, 2006

hmmm. for those who read my blog. hmm. i wont be bloggin until my end of term test ya ? from tml onwards, im afraid u guys hab to wait til 14 ba. after my paper (:



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hmm. jus came back from sch. went to sch to study cmaths. managed to understand. haha. all thanks to gina~ (: she has been a great help to me. haha. but i think she teach mi until a bit pek cek le. hahah. =p ya. also thanks cl. haha. he tried to help mi understand the graphs too. haha (although i dun reali get wat he sayin) (: todae e sicko is not reunited. hais. tired and hungry ~
haha. kkies. shall stop here le ba (:



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Friday, December 08, 2006

im back ~
im so damn siao siao todae. hahaha.
in the mornin, go took bus from bedok inter. saw 'him'. hmmm. sian. dun wanna mention anythin bout him. then saw ryan and lokman. then we sat on e upper deck. talk talk talk a while then we got down le.
then in sch. got back case study. hmmm. quite satisfied wif the marks. haha.
case study : 29/30
case study test : 17/20

(:

then after tt go out to kfc to eat wif gina, fida, fii and lokman. chatted while we were eating. then a while later, fii and lokman went to pray. so left mi, gina and fida. we went to the lab. to print our research. then after tt was iiso lec. as usual. bored ~ haha. then finally ended. then we waited outside lec hall. haha. we decided to name ourselves 'SICKO'. haha. which S represent fida, I represent mi, C represent gina, K represent chinleong and O represent lokman. hhaha. we were talking and laughin at same time. hahha. enjoyed the times wif them. my siao siao frens. =p then we went to put our bag in the lab then we went to the toilet. then go back to e lab le then mi and gina went out again. hahah. slack only. =p then we go back. chat and chat wif gina. hahaha. so damn funny. then we took photos. =p haha. fun fun fun ~! (:

then after tt lesson end le. then mi, gina, and fida walked to the bus stop. hahaha. laughter will always be there wif gina around. lol. i wil always disturb her. haha. if she bully mi, i wil press her 'reset' button. HAHAH.

its jus so damn fun la. (:

btw. haha. ystd somethin funny happen. hahhaha. =p read gina's blog for more info. =p
i wil blog tml ba. hahaha.

signin off ~



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Thursday, December 07, 2006

hais. i jus dun understand why some guys can jus forget bout wat have happen and so fast get another one. omg lo. i jus duno y. its so sick man. hais. i tot i will be ok. but however ...
y cant i jus b stronger. how i wish i can get a new brain, or even go for a brain wash to wash away all the memories. who can save me. i tried everyway to divert my attention. but ... i jus cant do it. i feel that im so useless. i tried to control my tears. but ....

feeling very very down.
my mood jus drop down to the bottom of the endless well. haish.

jus hope i wil be able to reali get over it ba. ..



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WWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOO~~
i finally can blog le !! been so long since i blog sia. omg. hahah. so many things happen these few days. and bcus of the toopid blogger, im unable to blog !!! argh. hmm. shall blog more later ya. haha. superstar is showin le ! buaix ~



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Saturday, December 02, 2006

Because Of You

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hardI learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
Over the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of youI don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you



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5:35 PM